fabrications

I came across this sentence when i saw Angie online sometime ago...
Somehow suddenly it came across my mind again today...and i used it against a friend.
"When your fabrications crumble down...all thats left is nothing but your lies"
Act like everythings fine, whilst plotting to cause us distraught outta a sudden aint he.
I asked Adine if she thought the person who said the sentence was disappointed, hurt or angry. Haha and anger it is.

I am an angry man really. Why am i suffering this injustice?

Dont fear me, cos im kind and nice.
Fear my anger. Cos its really blind and has no eyes.

Come to think of it, was the Virginia tech shooter, friendly and nice b4 he got angry? LOL.

Plans not working

Trying to lose some fats...
was kinda successful but 2 buffets later. my plan totally backfired!
Resistance is soooooooooo hard..........
Kerrie used to say "resistance is futile, give in to temptations"
sounds so true now, wheres the solution kerrieeeee ?

I met someone equally slack as me. LOL
Lazy like garfield, likes to play games and watch anime!
Wears her watch on her right too!
I didnt think such a person of the opposite gender existed
haha nevertheless glad! ERrrhhh ure not reading this are u huns? =P

I am a nobody

I am a Nobody
(in a certain place (army) ... I am a Nobody)
Inspired by "The Fool", who composed the poem;
Are we all fools?

These eyes they look me up and down
But I am not the one they see
For I am but a nobody
But I wasn't meant to be

As I drifted by pass many
All they see are the wrongs and flaws of me
Oblivious to my blood and tears
Shed for reasons unrelated and unjust

These hearts they beat so fast with fury
But against my pain they feel no guilty
For I am but a nobody
But i wasn't meant to be

As I reached my hands for mercy
All these others ignoring me
Pretending not to hear my pleas
While trying not to seem like beasts

These voices they wound me with their words
And den they said this ain't the worst
For I am but a nobody
But i wasn't meant to be

Mama used to say to me
You're my pride & the world to me
Thats when i knew i was never nobody
For they're that ones who're meant to be

(Another ending line for thought:
Thats when I knew I was somebody
For nobody can ever be me.)

Composed by:
Ashton,
composing alias: Somebody

Are we all fools? By: The Fool

This is a poem about the ill treated lives of certain soldiers...
Composed by my camp mate...
I find it really full of anger and helplessness at the same time. Perfect finish!

I sit here in silence
Feeling upset and dejected
Like sheeps we are compliant
Like criminals scorned and objected

I stand here in silence
Feeling angst and revolted
Like martyrs I felt defiant
Like guns put on loaded

Sometimes I'd like to ponder
Why we do the things we do
For Pride and honour I wonder?
Or are we just a bunch of fools?

Unappreciated as we are
We take it in our stride
No heartfelt thanks or gestures
Guess we'll swallow all our pride

Treated like a workhorse
We deserved more than this
Yet unreasonable and coarse
They treat us when they're pissed

Oh why endured such unjust
When its promotion that they lust
Like tools for their future
Them savage wild creatures

So take your time and ponder
Why we do the things we do
For Pride and honour i wonder?
Or are we just a bunch of fools?

Credits: The Fool