Sunday, May 20, 2007

A reminder of the past...(guilt)

I was reading my own damn old blog which some of u might know...

and i just came across this entry... it started with



"I woke up early just because I wanted to be the first to message you in the morning...or is someone faster than me?"

A girl who once msged me at 5/6am in the morning when i was on way to work made my day...she was supposed to be sleeping...but she crazily woke up just to msg me...
Thinking about it. I feel like a bastard. Simply for not being able to love this girl who was den the nicest to me.
Im sure she doesnt read this...
I dont know how i've caused her hurt but for a long time shes deleted me from friendster and blocked my msn..
I could never find out why and tell her that im sorry.
Lol if my darling is reading this i know she wont be jealous cos she aint petty.



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